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Colors have great significance…Every color is the symbol in itself…when we use to buy anything for ourselves; we always consider color and choose our favorite color…hues have great impact on personality of the individual…see, how important the colors are…its pretty interesting to have a day in our culture which is celebrated with colors…generally this dayz is known as the festival Holi…I also call it “A day with colors or The colorful day”. We celebrate this festival with different colors with our people…we should know the value of those colors…every color has its great importance, like wise color we should spread peace and happiness around the world…it’s a day of brightness spread the hues of love, compassion and blessings for everybody around us…we must value the significance of colors instead of just playing with these colors… But these days this day is just like anothers day…nobody is interested in spending some time with their love ones…and sometime their work pressure don’

Sometime when we study about globalization, new invention and new technologies…..the world is moving at its fastest pace….and we people are completely following this pace without knowing anything, just running and running behind one another…..when a neonate comes in this world and the person gone from this world……what is the system of all these…..one who is coming in this world, has to go one day….nobody is eternal on this earth…..we just have to complete the 60-70 years(Its arbitrary) of this life……everyone is living his life whatever it is……but one question always comes in my mind why we are here in this world…….right from the birth we are growing to learn so many things which needs to build a self sufficient individual, we are pressurize to do work hard to live this life peacefully……struggling for grades in school/colleges…..compete for a bright career so that we can live independently and striving for earning money, savings etc  for the future…..what is that future….ok fin

I am the happiest person on this earth.... because I found a friend, who knew everything I felt... who know my every weakness, and the problems I have been dealt... who understand my wonders, and listen to my dreams.... she listen to how I felt about life, and what it all means.... she understand what I was going through, and promised she'd stay long.... she can always read my face and my mind, even when I could not recognize... & its you, my friend !!!! she is more than a friend, she is more than a sister... I reached out to this friend, to show her that I care... to put her close and let her know, how  much I need her there.... I went to hold her hand, to pull her a bit never, and realize that this perfect friend I found was nothing but My Mirror !!!!!

I was searching for the answers that evaded me so long….. What I am trying to solve…. What I am resolve… It’s been so long… Words kept me awake…. All night and day, making me so confused and restless… I was sinking into the web of wishes… Of the long lost past…. I let my life down again & again…. That I was not wishing for it…. I killed my inner voice to come out…. But it calls me again and again…. But gradually I have started finding the way…… What is happening with me…. What things keep changing me… Why I am restless…. Why I am so confused…. In the midst of the night…. I am succeed to find a way…. I have got all the answer…. Yes, it was you…. It was you… And only You…!!!!

Consciously, I ask my sub conscious to supply me with some words.....to send up the thoughts which I could not able to realize for so long....and the words are: I'll never tell you, I can't tell you... the truth abt me, the truth abt you... But that doesn't mean I m lying to you... when I talk about you, when I talk about me.... It's just that I hide or suspect that I do.... what I know about me, what I know about you.... when I never told you...when I never told to me... why do I tell it now.... If ever you find, the me that is me.... I'll have to tell you...what I think about you..... I'll never do... when I talk about you, when I talk about me.... because its true....because its true... I'll never do....

As this piece of writing was portrait some days ago, as the title depicts, yeah its “BEGINNING OF NEW YEAR”…… Once upon a time I was sitting alone and thinking (one of my favorite leisure activity) about the past years of my life….how these twenty five years of my life has shaped me a well independent research scholar. I used to plan resolutions for every New Year, as almost every people do….many years passed and passed, many things I have achieved, many yet to achieve…. The journey of life is become more complicated…..many years ago when we were small children life was so limited, just goes around school, play and home work etc….If we compare how those ten years of life to these twenty five, A great journey exist in between. How small small things gave us a big experience….Those childhood paradigms play significant role throughout our life….A very famous physician cum psychologist Jean Jacques Freud said “We are what our childhood experience makes us……I used to take one resolut

Wisdom is to know the difference between ego and self-respect and to become more aware of these. When the ego is satisfied there is happiness, and when hurt, pain and irritation are experienced. But self-respect is beyond respect and disrespect. On being satisfied or hurt, under any circumstance, it inspires for karma. To satisfy the ego (ahamkara) people might indulge in manipulations, become calculating, and avoid working hard towards growth, whereas self-respect (swabhimaan) always propels one to work harder for self-satisfaction. Just like Shri Krishn inspired Arjun to fight for self-respect and self-duty. A self-respecting human understands well the importance of self-respect and his duty towards it. He knows its value, whether it is his own, of others or of his nation or even the Earth. The absoluteness (poornata) of a truthful (karma) action is in negating imperfection and falsehood and to challenge it. For anyone who does so, the Supreme himself becomes his charioteer.